So, this looks like my last weekend in the house. No wild parties for me, nope. I still have a ton of clothes to sort out today, as well as a half million other little things to get done before monday.
Priorities
- Goodwill pickup. Call them to pickup pile in living room
- Office Run – Make a run of stuff to the office, no one works there on Sat. Shouldn’t arouse too many suspicions
- Laundry – Finish laundry and sort what I’m keeping and what’s going to goodwill
- Sell last few big items on craigslist
- Make sure business is ready for Plan B sales week on Monday
Emotions
It’s been strange clearing out the house this week. Not really allot of emotion actually. I mean, I’ve only been here a year, and the whole house purchase was just an investment anyways. 2 of my 3 ex roommates still owe me money. I even heard that they “are mad at me” for making them move. Frack that. I haven’t talked or seen them in over a month and its been wonderful.
I have a Dr.’s appointment Monday morning before work. This is day 5 of feeling like crap, and I fit many of symptoms of strep throat, so I thought it best to go in. I pay too much for my health insurance right now to not even ever use it (I’m normally a very healthy guy). The co-pay is $15, so not awful.
I’ve noticed that I’ve been secluding myself socially again. Granted I’m working allot and trying to move, and have been sick, but still. I know what it is.
I don’t want to lie anymore.
I hate social situations where I can’t explain what I’m really doing in my life. Will this ever change? It has too, because I can’t keep holed up in my office all day and just hang out with family and my one friend who knows about me. It’s just not a healthy life.
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Feel for you. My family and everyone I know is aware of what’s going on. My getting out of debt situation is so much more bearable because there aint no secret.
Then again, I’m hiding away from the reality somewhat with this “shield”. It’s still pretty s*itty.
Talk to your Dad. He sounds quite wise. Don’t know, but suspect he holds back a little, afraid that he may lose you if he gives his full advice.
Then again, aware that parents aren’t always up to speed on stuff, so you have to balance it out.